Voila~!
And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12
I will take it by force.
heh. i'm sure many of (my ardent fans...) you have read the previous entries, which (concidentally) were punctuated with vulgarities. ooops there...pardon that. its been a long time since my temper flared up, and i'm pretty proud to say its only been once this year, but that still does not constitute to be an excuse; does it? well..apologies to my readers for that. =)
(for those who've actually read the online thrashing) i hope you've enjoyed it thoroughly. it was especially hilarious cuz he was totally unable to slam me back, despite the countless loopholes i left in the argument. readers found it pretty obvious that i didn't bother putting too much effort into it, and it was highly based on emotions? not only that, i even got personal in the whole argument, something i definitely wouldn't have allowed myself to do if i had conversed with someone with a higher level of intellect (the point here is not that i'm smart; its just that he's pathetic. yeah..i'm still gonna bash him.) he did not manage to substantiate any of his points, and his argument did not make any sense. what could i expect. so obviously, humiliating defeat inflicted.
did i enjoy that? i must say no, as it totally provided no kick. i couldn't even understand the reason why i bothered myself with him in the first place. perhaps i jus wanted to crush his ego (which i did). i remember him thanking us at the end of the conversation, a thanks i rejected and directed to khalisah, as i'm not going to pretend that my intentions were good. i was not, in any way, interested in whether or not he changes for the better. work aside, i have nothing to do with him; he's not worth my time.
by now, most of you would feel that i'm being really harsh on him, that i'm being a bitch about it. i'm not going to deny the second charge, however, i don't think it was harsh in any way. someone had to slap that deluded fella anyway. everyone was just waiting for someone to start blasting at him. absolute incompetence, delusion, inflated ego and arrogance. i'm sorry, but by then, by the third time, i just didn't feel that he deserved any more respect. i was willing to give him that respect as a friend at first, and tolerated his ineptness despite everything. too bad; he lost that respect as well.
don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to say what i did was completely justified. it wasn't fair for me to have blasted him that morning, nor could my bitchiness during that conversation be justified. i don't even think i'm fantastically good either; i've still got lots to learn. its just that i don't think he deserves that 'face' i used to give him anymore.
nonetheless, kudos to kha, who managed the situation excellently. that's the reason why i refused to speak to him without her presence, as i may have gone too far. fantastic work; we killed his ego together. and now the council finally realises how thick-headed he is. goodness.
anyway..on to other things. interviews yesterday were just as hilarious, especially with kumar, ms yong and halim. halfway through P's bimbotic interview, i had to run out of the class half laughing, half crying; it was unbearable (kumar!!!). the chicken question gathered lots of interesting responses too..heh heh. if anyone's interested in hearing my imitation of that bimbo...heh heh. feel free.
today i interviewed yet another applicant, with kumar once again. lets call him W. i assure you, he was positively THE most arrogant interviewee i had so far. when kumar asked him the elephant question, he refused to answer it as he felt it was inadequete! i'm not going to argue that point, but what audacity! kumar slammed him immediately, while i sat back and enjoyed the show. later, kha told me his comments about the interview, which included things like how he felt that interviewers should be friendly rather than fierce (chao bin), referring to me of course. well, i told him that on normal circumstances i would have apologised for my pissed-off face (which was put on intentionally), but i'm not going to apologise to him. if he can't even handle me, how is he going to face the TAs? i mean, have you ever seen ms yong pissed? if she ever gets pissed with me...i'd go crawling into ms lai's office, begging her to blast at me on ms yong's behalf. heh heh. i love ms yong though. she totally rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really. was i that scary? you should have heard the comments after my interviews.
'which room is liane in? can i change rooms?'
'oh man. i'm gonna kill the fella who pissed liane off today.'
'was liane pissed? she looked so scary!'
'the moment i stepped into the classroom and saw liane's face, i knew i didn't want to be an OGL anymore.'
heh heh..really. sincerest apologies my friends.
pw. *sigh of relief* i'm so glad its finally over! heh heh..sam, wy and i were frantically editing our scripts in the council room today, when sush, mikey and *ahem* were inside. poor things..cuz when *ahem* and i get together....................well.....all i can say is......not many people can tahan the amount of flirt action lah. hahaha. stupid fella. =P
you know what. its amazing how much i love you. if you ever read this any time in the near future..not to worry..i'm fine (really). haha..but yeah. =)
okays....that was a long entry man...hahaha. you made it! *claps* will be towning tmr (i'm gonna wear a dress!! heh heh)..so ciao!~
p.s. my tagboard is right at the bottom of the scrollbar on the right hand side...for those who have been complaining abt its absence. it was there all along.
so anyways. lets talk about Q. i got really cheesed off the whole day..but don't wanna talk about how deluded he's been. talked to ms ee just now too..its amazing how she's always there when i'm feeling like crap. even more amazing how she manages to make me submit to her authority..cuz i hate submitting to authority. = today just became a Q thrashing day (councillors have a very interesting term for it now...heh heh)....pretty fun i must say. felt loads betta after listening and jumping to ONE WAY. hahaha...
OGL interview...oh man. it was so funny...!!!! everyone came out asking 'Is Liane in a bad mood?'..haha, i'm sorry to all those who got me okay...it was purely business; sorry if i acted like a total bitch! apparently some people got really scared..haha..but i did whack some people real bad. and halim's 'y did the chicken cross the road?' question...the answers ranged from 'cuz he wanted to be an ogl?' to 'cuz there was bird flu.' hahah! stuck, halim and i had to control our laughter (esp since we were supposed to be really stern!!!) till they went back!! hahaha..hilarious.
went to mac for dinner (thanks mikey!) before heading home..where i went online to thrash things out with Q in kha's presence (to make sure i don't end up impaling that bastard). he can't argue for nuts, cuz he can't even substantiate his points, nor can he ever understand what we're talking about. also, he makes redundant points and always denies what he said 4 seconds ago. its amazing. this fella is really amazing. a total moron (uses the mr pang voice). i was wondering why i bothered being so angry, and i realised that it was cuz i just needed to crush his (unsupported) ego. yeah. which was why i was being sucha total bitch there. feel free to ask me for the conversation...it makes for a pretty interesting read.
anways..feeling a bit tired..will go off to visit the sandman now..
OKAY. calm down. calm down. i jus read this stupid fella's blog and i'm not afraid to tell you i'm fucking disgusted with his behavious and thinking. you think you're a fantastic leader am i right? you think you're damn good at what you do? well i'm so SORRY to tell you that a basic criteria for a leader is the ability for one to speak without PISSING THEIR AUDIENCE OFF EVERY DAMN TIME YOU DO IT. and even sorrier to tell you that YOU DON'T FULFILL THAT CRITERIA. i can't believe you have the audacity to blog about how sad your comm is and how you weren't part of that seemingly useless discussion. and even that you and the teacher were thinking on the same frequency. oh my goodness. DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU WERE THE ONE WHO LEFT US THE MESS TO CLEAR UP AFTER SDS?! CUZ YOU PISSED PRACTICALLY THE WHOLE COHORT OFF?! argh. i can't believe how AMAZINGLY DENSE YOU ARE?! DO YOU EVEN REALISE WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING, OR MORE LIKE, WHAT YOU'VE DELUDED YOURSELF INTO THINKING YOU'VE DONE?! PLEASE DON'T MAKE YOURSELF SOUND LIKE SOME SORT OF MARTYR WHO IS INVOLVED IN EVERYTHING AND IS OH-SO-PATHETIC-AND-NOBLE CUZ OF THAT?! THE ONLY THING YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IS MAKE YOURSELF SOUND SMART AND NOBLE AND PATHETIC. LIES OFTEN TOLD EVENTUALLY BECOME THE TRUTH..AND NEXT TO THAT LINE IS YOUR PICTURE!
i used to give you face cuz i thought you were okay as a friend. now. i'm not even gonna give you that. prepare for hell. now you will know why people say 'never piss liane off.'
I HOPE YOU SEE THIS YOU ASSHOLE.
oh. by the way. i've highlighted the words out in orange for YOU. key words. in case YOU can't understand. now, ain't i considerate? i mean, i do take into account the poor people who may not understand what i'm talking about. (that's YOU, fyi, YOU BASTARD.)
town was FUN...haha. saw SO many nice clothes...argh. i'm currently in love with suede..preferably light brown..for some strange reason. i want a pair of light brown suede gio pants and suede jacket..so nice!!!! went to kino and bought machiavelli's the prince and art of war..for 16.80 only!! haha..considering that its two in one..its damn worth it. and got sun zi bing fa also..in traditional chinese. *hears the deathly silence* yeah..got lost in the chinese section cuz all the words looked lk bloody japanese words...so embarrassing. but.....i DID read the entire huan zhu ge ge series in fan ti zi...not to mention the entire shen diao xia lu comic series in traditional chinese too..when i was in p5 n 6...so i shld survive right? haha..hope so!
for some strange reason..i'm back to my comic reading days? as in..i suddenly have e urge to read manga and return of the condor heroes again..and yes..in chinese. no..its not that i'm actually getting influenced by those irritating chinese teachers (with e exception of mr ang of cuz)..its jus i dunno...i always felt comics were nicer in chinese. shrugs. i used to read xiao ding dang too. yes..in traditional chinese. heh heh.
sigh. i got a feeling mr ang's gonna be my new best fren. will come in handy when i can't recognise words. and that's gonna be often. haha.
just came back from a walk with aloy n reggie. haha. i miss reggie. the fella sure has a hell lot of piss.
anyways.
i picked this line up from a book pig pig was reading, it went something like this: 'Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.' wise words. i can totally empathise.
for some strange reason, i seem to be more able to let go and move on now than before. maybe its cuz everything has come to a sort of 'close' now. maybe its cuz of past experiences. maybe i jus don't have the time to think about it. whatever it is..i'm happier than anyone that i can now move on. :)
talking about being preoccupied..i guess one of the things which is really taking up more space than it should in my mind is the promotion results. we have councillors retaining, leaving and some pending. its horrible not knowing if you retain or not..and not many councillors would want to retain. so now most are stuck in this position; to fulfill their duties as a councillor, or to realise their own wants? its not fair for them to advance and not be able to catch up with their work next year if they can't even handle year 1 work..yet..there's council. do you see the dilemma? unfortunately, councillors aren't geniuses. i wish we were. and now we're stuck in this position of not knowing how many are leaving. goodness. help.
i wish everything will work out in the end. sigh.
*prays hard that everything will be fine*
anyways..
pretty interesting day i had..haha. found out that dom (dom!) was my kindergarten friend! haha..so funny! i think he was my kindergarten crush man!!! hahahaha...u know like how lil kids lk hold hands n all..hahaha. farnie man.
went for steamboat with ks and all yesterday..and (can you believe it) i had a feeling i'd see ms ee there, and i did! oh man talk about scary. haha. steamboat was pretty good too. haha.
damn worried for the councillors now..sigh. ms ee kinda provided me with some answers yesterday..and all i can say is...it ain't looking good. oh booy. we have to really work...and fast. i don't want anyone to go.......damnit. damn the school. you can't even say they didn't study..cuz they did. they studied damn hard. the cruelty of life.
not in the mood to blog properly now..will update later when i'm watered and fed..haha.
ciao~!
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