just came back from a walk with aloy n reggie. haha. i miss reggie. the fella sure has a hell lot of piss.
anyways.
i picked this line up from a book pig pig was reading, it went something like this: 'Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.' wise words. i can totally empathise.
for some strange reason, i seem to be more able to let go and move on now than before. maybe its cuz everything has come to a sort of 'close' now. maybe its cuz of past experiences. maybe i jus don't have the time to think about it. whatever it is..i'm happier than anyone that i can now move on. :)
talking about being preoccupied..i guess one of the things which is really taking up more space than it should in my mind is the promotion results. we have councillors retaining, leaving and some pending. its horrible not knowing if you retain or not..and not many councillors would want to retain. so now most are stuck in this position; to fulfill their duties as a councillor, or to realise their own wants? its not fair for them to advance and not be able to catch up with their work next year if they can't even handle year 1 work..yet..there's council. do you see the dilemma? unfortunately, councillors aren't geniuses. i wish we were. and now we're stuck in this position of not knowing how many are leaving. goodness. help.
i wish everything will work out in the end. sigh.
*prays hard that everything will be fine*