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And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12

I will take it by force.

okay. now that my fury has fully simmered, i think i'm in a better position to give my comments on the whole Q situation.

heh. i'm sure many of (my ardent fans...) you have read the previous entries, which (concidentally) were punctuated with vulgarities. ooops there...pardon that. its been a long time since my temper flared up, and i'm pretty proud to say its only been once this year, but that still does not constitute to be an excuse; does it? well..apologies to my readers for that. =)

(for those who've actually read the online thrashing) i hope you've enjoyed it thoroughly. it was especially hilarious cuz he was totally unable to slam me back, despite the countless loopholes i left in the argument. readers found it pretty obvious that i didn't bother putting too much effort into it, and it was highly based on emotions? not only that, i even got personal in the whole argument, something i definitely wouldn't have allowed myself to do if i had conversed with someone with a higher level of intellect (the point here is not that i'm smart; its just that he's pathetic. yeah..i'm still gonna bash him.) he did not manage to substantiate any of his points, and his argument did not make any sense. what could i expect. so obviously, humiliating defeat inflicted.

did i enjoy that? i must say no, as it totally provided no kick. i couldn't even understand the reason why i bothered myself with him in the first place. perhaps i jus wanted to crush his ego (which i did). i remember him thanking us at the end of the conversation, a thanks i rejected and directed to khalisah, as i'm not going to pretend that my intentions were good. i was not, in any way, interested in whether or not he changes for the better. work aside, i have nothing to do with him; he's not worth my time.

by now, most of you would feel that i'm being really harsh on him, that i'm being a bitch about it. i'm not going to deny the second charge, however, i don't think it was harsh in any way. someone had to slap that deluded fella anyway. everyone was just waiting for someone to start blasting at him. absolute incompetence, delusion, inflated ego and arrogance. i'm sorry, but by then, by the third time, i just didn't feel that he deserved any more respect. i was willing to give him that respect as a friend at first, and tolerated his ineptness despite everything. too bad; he lost that respect as well.

don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to say what i did was completely justified. it wasn't fair for me to have blasted him that morning, nor could my bitchiness during that conversation be justified. i don't even think i'm fantastically good either; i've still got lots to learn. its just that i don't think he deserves that 'face' i used to give him anymore.

nonetheless, kudos to kha, who managed the situation excellently. that's the reason why i refused to speak to him without her presence, as i may have gone too far. fantastic work; we killed his ego together. and now the council finally realises how thick-headed he is. goodness.

anyway..on to other things. interviews yesterday were just as hilarious, especially with kumar, ms yong and halim. halfway through P's bimbotic interview, i had to run out of the class half laughing, half crying; it was unbearable (kumar!!!). the chicken question gathered lots of interesting responses too..heh heh. if anyone's interested in hearing my imitation of that bimbo...heh heh. feel free.

today i interviewed yet another applicant, with kumar once again. lets call him W. i assure you, he was positively THE most arrogant interviewee i had so far. when kumar asked him the elephant question, he refused to answer it as he felt it was inadequete! i'm not going to argue that point, but what audacity! kumar slammed him immediately, while i sat back and enjoyed the show. later, kha told me his comments about the interview, which included things like how he felt that interviewers should be friendly rather than fierce (chao bin), referring to me of course. well, i told him that on normal circumstances i would have apologised for my pissed-off face (which was put on intentionally), but i'm not going to apologise to him. if he can't even handle me, how is he going to face the TAs? i mean, have you ever seen ms yong pissed? if she ever gets pissed with me...i'd go crawling into ms lai's office, begging her to blast at me on ms yong's behalf. heh heh. i love ms yong though. she totally rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to all my interviewees (with the exception of W), i'm so so so sorry for scaring you during the interview. heh..no hard feelings...purely business.

really. was i that scary? you should have heard the comments after my interviews.
'which room is liane in? can i change rooms?'
'oh man. i'm gonna kill the fella who pissed liane off today.'
'was liane pissed? she looked so scary!'
'the moment i stepped into the classroom and saw liane's face, i knew i didn't want to be an OGL anymore.'
heh heh..really. sincerest apologies my friends.

pw. *sigh of relief* i'm so glad its finally over! heh heh..sam, wy and i were frantically editing our scripts in the council room today, when sush, mikey and *ahem* were inside. poor things..cuz when *ahem* and i get together....................well.....all i can say is......not many people can tahan the amount of flirt action lah. hahaha. stupid fella. =P

you know what. its amazing how much i love you. if you ever read this any time in the near future..not to worry..i'm fine (really). haha..but yeah. =)

okays....that was a long entry man...hahaha. you made it! *claps* will be towning tmr (i'm gonna wear a dress!! heh heh)..so ciao!~

p.s. my tagboard is right at the bottom of the scrollbar on the right hand side...for those who have been complaining abt its absence. it was there all along.

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