was thinking about Him during service(s) today..made me realise how much He's done for me. He sent His only son to die for me, and when i slammed the door in His face, He waited outside for me and even begged me to return to Him. how amazing is that. i couldn't describe how horrible i felt when it fully hit me on sunday.
i'm going on Dedication 100% (haha tt's my name for it...lame i know). i wanna dedicate everything to Him. everything i have, everything i do, everything i want. from now on, i will emulate the Christian lifestyle. first step, i'll stop using vulgarities. yes...hard but i'll do it!! hahahahaha! gone are the days of the poisoned tongued liane. mahahahaha.
okay i'll need lots of help. bleahs.
i love You, Lord.