YOU have turned my life UPSIDE DOWN and INSIDE OUT. :)

Voila~!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12

I will take it by force.

My Top 5 Biggest Joys at the Moment ::
= church!!!!
= eating!!!
= all my friends!!
= council!!!
= shopping!!!!

15 years ago i... ::
= walking around.
= ate anything my mum fed me.
= busy being cuddled by my (dad's side) gramps.
= totally quiet and anti-social (yeah...at the age of 2....)

10 years ago i... ::
= played with power rangers.
= hated barbie.
= was a total tomboy.
= was still anti-social and avoidant.
= went to SAC pri.
= loved my old school at middle road.
= stayed at my (mum's side) gran's house.
= loved going up to the old chapel in school.
= went to my neighbour's house almost everyday to play.
= had wrestling matches with my bro.
= loved to read.
= was a pretty smart kid.

5 Years Ago i... ::
= was sent out of class almost everyday.
= loved catching spiders and toads and tadpoles and anything i could lay my grubby fingers on.
= was still a tomboy.
= loved my class, 6 Carnation.
= best friends were julie, lyanna, lin zi, jennifer, tian ying n tian yu.
= sharpened my tongue.
= always got into trouble.
= always got sent down to my auntie's office (she was the principal..)
= didn't study at all.
= took my PSLE.
= didn't do well cuz i didn't study.
= cried like mad cuz i had to leave school.
= felt really stupid cuz i was moving over to SACSS (whose building was joined to ours..)
= went to kuching with my whole level!!!!

3 Years Ago i... ::
= ooh...this is my rebel age..
= was a total rebel.
= still liked su wei a hell lot. ( i was blind).
= that was the first person i ever liked, come to think of it!
= got sent to RTC (responsible thinking classroom....phoooey!!) everyday.
= was in pastoral care council.
= was in chinese orchestra (co)..yeah yeah shuddup.
= played the flute.
= best friends were sze ling, chippy, marli, alissa, julie, aisha and the gang (sze chi, ash, binx, gina, li juan, huda, and sau mun), jeanette, council!!! hailing, jasmine, eileen, sharon, teresa, felicia etc.
= was in the baggy jeans, trail slippers era. how embarrassing.
= was every teacher's worst nightmare.
= got suspended.
= wanted to quit council.
= given a second chance in council.
= still rude to teachers.
= loved yelling at them and winning (esp if they spoke chinese).
= was sent to ms chua's (vice principal) office almost everyday.
= came home at ungodly hours.
= totally act cool.
= messed up life.
= slept through all my lessons.
= sucked at studies.
= worked at east coast. first time experience!!
= began to turn over a new leaf cuz of council.
= loved council.
= realised that shujing was coming to school to teach.

2 Years Ago i... ::
= dedicated my life to council and co.
= best friends were julie, crystal, dyan, joyce, leah, gina, marli, jeanette, chips, nat (can't rem the rest...)
= was in the 37 degrees (shakes head at jia yan) op and flash n splash era.
= fell in love (for the first time in my life) with shujing.
= got close to S.
= had the coolest math tutor ever.
= finally could do maths.
= loved my class sec 3/5
= still slept through all my classes.
= still rude to teachers.
= still loved arguing with them (and winning)...ultimate kick i tell ya.
= my uncle (dad's side) and grandad (mum's side) passed away.
= fell out with shujing.
= self mutilated.
= fell out with eileen.
= became sectional leader of co and head of council.
= was in exco.
= hated my council teacher in charge, mrs koh.
= loved ms wee, ms juliana (MJ!!!) and ms tay.
= loved school.
= became a workaholic.
= super stressed.
= super depressed.
= did lotsa stupid things.
= regained my smartness. haha!
= started to have some fashion sense.
= worked at blue lobster.
= loved everyone there!!
= loved skirts and dresses and make up and all those girly things!

1 Year Ago i... ::
= was busy with council and co (SYF!!!)
= best friends were julie, crystal, marli, gina, dyan, denise, joyce, nat, wendy, siew yuan, chips, mj, grace etc.
= loved shopping.
= loved council and co.
= loved all those co pracs where i'll torture my juniors.
= loved council meetings where i also tortured my juniors.
= loved my class 4/5!!!
= still slept through all my classes and got away with it.
= got away with murder.
= had a hot physics tutor.
= still loved shujing.
= sank into clinical depression.
= still self mutilating.
= totally stressed beyond stress.
= hit by my boss's sudden suicide.
= studying real hard for Os.
= loved lit, history, eng, maths and bio! (i sucked at bio tho).
= new found interest in politics.
= loved history and ss classes where i'd have convos with mdm chan abt politics while the rest of the class slept.
= got the class super amused by the way i'd fall asleep.
= still loved scolding teachers.
= loved mdm chan and ms chua.
= loved blk 85.
= loved school even more.
= su wei came to school to teach. == had loads of issues to settle.
= almost committed suicide.
= spent everyday after school studying.
= took O levels.
= didn't do as well as i should have cuz i messed up on the day itself.
= shopped somemore.
= forced myself outta depression.
= cut my hair real short.
= dyed my hair red. red streaks.
= worked at VP7.
= got to know people like pei shi, melody and shuxian.

This Year i... ::
= was still working at VP7.
= learnt to smoke.
= learnt to handle beer.
= got a tattoo.
= got over shujing.
= bought loads and loads of stuff.
= dyed my hair brown with red streaks.
= made loads of friends through my sales job.
= loved working in the sales line (where else ya gonna get those hot discounts?)
= got my O level results back.
= dyed my hair light brown for school.
= got caught on the first day of school (oh well.....)
= hated orientation.
= spent most of orientation in the GO with madam and julie and some other people counting donation draw tickets.
= joined college publications.
= ran for council.
= known for my cardboard tags that said VOTE FOR LIANE CANDIDATE NO. 8!, my red specs and my short short short hair.
= my hair turned back to red cuz i bleached it. hehs. ooops.
= cleared most misconceptions that i'm a bung. i'm not damnit. how else do u explain the make up, skirts and dresses.
= got to know him through choir and band concerts and council.
= fell in love with him. first guy to capture my heart.
= got into council.
= hated ms yong. (hey, she didn't like me either k..)
= crazy over ms ee! hahaha!!
= loved history classes with pang.
= still fell asleep in all my classes.
= hated council training camp.
= got closer to aloy, dan, kuok, ling, val n lyn.
= found my no. 1 best friend of all time, dan, the only one who could understand this idiotically complicated girl (me lah).
= got closer to ms ee, who became my no. 1 confidante.
= loved ltc.
= loved council. still do.
= in charge of ndp.
= worked with jia yan n started to get close to her!!!
= super tiring.
= went to city harvest church after being dragged to church by dan and heart of God by ks.
= stunned by mr quah's death.
= stopped hating ms yong.
= loved my class. still do!
= loved everyone in council, jia yan, fei, kha, ks, kumar, stuck, nat, mariam, sushi, fifi, bimbo, sufi, halim, wanling, jay, qd, zh. still do!!!
= got closer to everyone through all our stupid events and shit and zhamming sessions.
= loved ms yong!!!!! still do!!! haha!!
= realised that ms yong ain't that tight pants....quite unconventional actually.
= got real close to my classmates.
= best friends are dan, julie, liz, ruffles, jia yan, kha, ks, fei, kuok, aloy, roy, the whole council, my class of A202 heart of God church members etc etc etc.
= went to heart of God.
= had lots of issues to settle. only ms ee knows everything.
= got much closer to ms yong.
= cried my eyes out for the first time in a long time.
= truly found God and i love Him with all my heart, all my soul and all my mind!
= got over him.
= settled my issues.
= dedicated my life to God.
= lost my bag and handphone and everything inside damnit.

Yesterday i... ::
= went to school.
= met ms ee on the bus. caught up a lil with her.
= got biangded by the world.
= went to eat at Thai Express with fifi and kur.
= went shopping with fifi, kur, ms yong, sushi, jia yan, fei, mr max cheong (ran into him along the way), mar and nat.
= went to meet johnathan (some guy working with us for prom) with fifi, kur, jia yan and fei.
= went home.

Today i... ::
= slept.
= ate.
= slept.
= watched tv.
= blogged.
= abt to cook.

5 Games/sports I Like ::
= er. i have a permanent mc for a good reason..
= shopping. yes its a sport.
= pool.
= swimming?
= council. that's a sport too. anything that tires you is a sport.
= i don't play games...i used to like tekken 2 n 3?

5 Things I'd do With $1000 ::
= oooh!!!! shop!!!!! like mad!!! shop till i'm broke!!
= buy everyone christmas prezzies!!!
= go on a holiday.
= get a new phone damnit.
= hey 1000 ain't alot...

3 Bad Habits I Have ::
= doing everything myself.
= not sharing my problems till i solved it.
= i'm always late!! ooops.

5 TV Shows I Like ::
= i don't watch TV...but heck i'll try.
= alias.
= charmed.
= singapore idol. pretty hilarious. loved olinda. now its the battle of the ah lians and the minahs.
= er. really. can't think of anymore.

5 Places I've stayed at ::
= my gran's place at upper pickering street.
= my old house at tampines.
= my auntie's old mansionette at tamp.
= a rented apartment at tamp.
= my auntie's house at bedok ria crescent.
= my new house in pasir ris.
= i know this exceeded 5 but heck.

My Top 5 Biggest Worries at the Moment ::
= my friends.
= my studies.
= my relationship with God.
= my money issues.
= my dinner.

5 Favorite Movies ::
= coyote ugly.
= finding nemo.
= spiderman 1n2.
= harry potter 1,2,3
= a walk to remember.

5 Things You Spend Most Money On ::
= food.
= clothes.
= useless stuff.
= er. food?
= still food.

5 Favorite Words/Phrase ::
= that bloody shit head.
= shit.
= anal.
= like a mad cow.
= bloody piece of shit.

5 Favorite Things ::
= my phone.
= tiggery D
= my blog.
= council room?
= my wardrobe.

5 Books I Like ::
= harry potter.
= a walk to remember.
= nicolo machiavelli's the prince...haven't read it but i know i'll like it. haha!
= seventeen by mr colin cheong. it ain't that good but i cried buckets. so what the hell.
= the rescuer.
= hey i don't read often okay.

5 Foods I Dislike/Hate ::
= mint.
= weird looking veggies like brinjol.
= weird meats.
= er. i ain't that fussy ya know.

5 Favorite Kids' Names ::
= jared
= sarah
= nikki
= matthew
= melanie

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wow. that was long. haha. brought back lots of memories...haha.

i miss sac. i miss all my friends. i miss everything!! *cries*

what a sob story. anyways. i'm done here. toodles!

*food here i come*

loved by Jesus!

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