"i don't know really...its just the way i was."
don't i know?
"the decision ultimately lies in your hands you know."
does it?
"you can't control feelings."
"you can suppress them."
can you?
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why do we fall so easily?
there he stands
why do we remember?
you can't help but stare
why do you force yourself?
and then you turn away.
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"learn to understand that you can't control everything."
"can't i?"
"certain things take time."
"i don't have time."
"be patient."
"this is not allowing me to move on."
"its not your fault."
"whose is it then?"
"its no one's fault."
"but i can do something about it."
"don't force yourself."
"how else can i get over it?"
"i don't know."
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"remember how you happily put a full-stop to it just a few months back?"
"happily?"
"okay. reluctantly put a full-stop to it? knowing its for the better?"
"yeah i did. and i prefer it this way."
- silence -
we both know what we're thinking.
the lines aren't that clear.
i don't think either of us knows why.
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don't take me seriously.
"your heart and mind are still not in sync."