YOU have turned my life UPSIDE DOWN and INSIDE OUT. :)

Voila~!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12

I will take it by force.

yowsers. i'm back!!

k, i know i haven't been updating......been busy alright. will do so now.

so many things have happened this week...

everything in council is (more or less) back to normal...praise God!! i'm constantly reminded why i love this council so much. wow. 2nd Orientation will be a blast!! woooohoo!! watch out u freshies.....

been trying to catch up with school work and all....which ain't exactly working. madam was astounded at how much i don't know..heh. let me show you.

madam: 'do you know what's GDP and GNP?'
me: *sheepishly* 'heh. no.'
madam: *look of despair* 'oh my goodness. how about per capita?'
me: *confused look* 'huh?'
madam: 'oh no..'

heh. ooops. oh no. i'm screwed aren't i. could tell madam wanted to cry while giving me consultation...and she's patient. heh. i rem ms ee getting violent........

anyways.

oh yea. big happenings this week? for hist test last tues, i jus wrote my name, class and question and pretended to sleep. then, before handing in the paper, i wrote, 'sorry mr pang.' did exactly the same thing for the next part of the test during tut, but this time, he jus asked me to go to the back to study. then on thurs.....

on the bus
pang: *smirking* 'eh. retest on monday hor.*
me: *confused look* 'huh? retest?'
pang: 'you don't think you can get away with the test.'
me: 'so you mean i don't get zero?'
pang: *still smirking* 'minus five marks.'
me: 'ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you mr pang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' *repeats it for the rest of the day*

oh man. that guy's such an angel. how not to love him?

man. i'm gonna be super busy this month. and the next. till i step down.
council: 2nd i/c for orientation, advisor (heh heh) for relive the 90s
church: sound, lights and tuition ministry
school: catching up on silas marner, 1984, german, italian unifications and new imperialism, all of j1's work for econs, including national income accounting and some consumer savings shit.

bah.

and people wonder why i have no time to do homework. i can't even squeeze out time to breathe..

but God's amazing. i mean, retest for hist??? wow. i was so super stressed out, when today, while doing my quiet time, i asked Him for a verse. He said, 'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'

i badly wanted to join SOW (school of worship). i really really wanted to join the acoustic guitar. but with 3 ministries at hand and being i/c of orientation.....it'll be suicide. that's why i've been so stressed recently. it isn't humanly possible to cope with all these and still pass my tests. then i was thinking and thinking yesterday during bible study and the day before after cg. It isn't humanly possible, its spiritually possible. i finally knew what He wanted me to do. He wants me to tap on His strength.

wow.

that's amazing.

I love You, Lord. i'll do anything You want me to do.

loved by Jesus!

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