YOU have turned my life UPSIDE DOWN and INSIDE OUT. :)

Voila~!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12

I will take it by force.

phew.

its been a hectic week.

OGL interviews, rounds 1 and 2, tutorials, church, council, tests....

the list goes on.

i broke down on friday. i don't think anyone realised.

why's it that everytime i tell people i'm okay, no one believes me, and when i finally admit i'm not, no one listens? how ironic. and the people i need always seem so far away sometimes....work's a huge obstacle.

i miss ya jia yan!!!

and i love ms yong.
thanks for waking me up that night. you think you made me feel worse instead of better, but i tell you, i've heard so much senseless advice over the week, you were like music to the ears.

God is my manna.
church is my ecstacy.

everyone keeps asking me if i can drop church.

screw you.

what gives you the right to tell me that school and council are more important than God?

if you love someone, do you only give him/her one day a week?

no.

you give your whole life.

go ahead, think i'm a fanatic.

yes.

i'm mad about Christ. i love Him more than anyone or anything in this world.

we've all got our priorities wrong.

why are we hanging on to material things which aren't going to last for eternity?

He is the only thing that is eternal. that's why i'm hanging on to Him.

saturday's jc team conference was so powerful. i knelt down during worship, and told God, 'look, i'm not getting up till You speak to me.' He has a sense of humour. and i knelt down all the way till the end of the song. my feet were numbed and i had cramps. not a pleasant feeling. but i was adamant. then He finally spoke to me, as ks prayed over me. it felt wonderful. it had to be Him; i knew it in my heart. i was renewed.

GO GLOW GROW!!

went for service on sunday. was so worried that i would be kicked out cuz i didn't complete my 15 hours. by God's grace, i could go! service was excellent. i love sitting on the last seat of the row; gives my so much space to jump around in circles. standing in the middle feels so constipated, not to mention the fact that i've tripped over my own feet while hopping around.

was really tired when i got home yesterday, so i prayed a short 5 minute prayer for supernatural strength. i felt so excited i started jumping around and singing in my room. i think He was very amused...esp since i couldn't rem half the lyrics. but heck. He knows i love Him.

settled tuition ministry stuff with joyce and peck last night. haha!! i'll be teaching physics and maths, more emphasis on physics. oh man. poor students. i so have to read up on my stuff. of cuz i'll be teaching humanities too....haha. this is so amusing.

i just wanna sit by a riverside and strum away on a guitar, singing praises to my King.
too bad i can't play the guitar.
but heck.
i will soon.

i love my King.

loved by Jesus!

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