i just walked out of a blasting session by ms ee with mr yeow, ms ng, mrs chin and mrs seng. i looked at my previous entries and thought of deleting them in case i get into more trouble....but there's no integrity in that.
its not fun to be blasted by ms ee. i'd take ms lai anyday.
it hurts to know you're really mad at me. i'm sorry. like i said, i can't tell you how sorry i am. i've said everything i needed to say.
i can't think properly right now. i'm still shaking. i don't know if what i've said in my previous entries are justified, but those were my thoughts, no use hiding them.
today's decision was bad. i admit it. but i really didn't do it cuz i thought i was being noble or what crap. i just snapped. yes, i thought about it. but i had actually decided to go already, before i received that phone call.
i'm so sorry. i know you're mad, disappointed and upset. i have nothing to say in my defence. i have nothing at all to offer you. only my sincerest apologies.
i can't think clearly.
someone tell me what to do.