Voila~!
And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12
I will take it by force.
to go for my block tests and scribble heart of worship lyrics,
or to forget going and stay home.
not going for my exams is a bold method of running away.
like committing suicide.
it takes guts to commit suicide,
yet its still an escape.
"Oh, that You would bless me indeed, and enlarge my territory, that Your hand would be with me, and that You would keep me from eveil, that i may not cause pain!"
i have no idea why i'm so scared.
but i am.
its a pride thing i figure.
i mean..
the moment i found out there was no context based question for lit, i knew i was going to fail.
and who fails lit!?
i have long given up on econs
and history can't be crammed in a few days.
i believe that if something is worth doing, its worth doing well.
if not, don't do it at all.
excuses liane.
all excuses.
to help you feel better about running away from reality.
Lord,
help me. if i go in, i go in with nothing but You by my side. should i take this step of faith? but even so, it takes effort on my part, if not, how can i expect You to help? i'm hanging on the edge. what am i supposed to do now? go in with You, without trying, or not going in at all?
sometimes, the people you'd expect to be there for you aren't there at all.
and you wonder why.
i miss talking to you. after what happened last time, i don't know if its history repeating itself sometimes. but i need to talk to you. it doesn't matter if you're there to tell me off or what, really. i've been yelling, you've not been replying. yet, you're one of the only ones who'd know what's happening, why i'm feeling that way and what i'd need. please yell back.
don't know if you're reading this, but i hope ya know who ya are.
do i sound like i'm whining?
doesn't this show how immensely insecure i still am.
i'm scared.
i'm so freaking scared.
somebody slap me.
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