haha. i doubt anyone has any idea how much i screwed up during ogl camp.
its alright. i'm over it. look at mistakes, repair em and don't look back.
topic of the day: expectations
i'm sick and tired of this word. the TAs threw this to us, saying, 'how can you expect your ogls to behave in this certain way when you yourself can't do it?'
kha said 'shang liang bu zheng, xia liang wai.'
translation: if the top is crooked, the bottom will be too.
my very bitchy reply, 'it goes up so many levels.'
i wonder how many caught it.
unfortunately, that does not give us the excuse to behave like fools, just cuz our superiors do.
i've been an anal bitch this entire orientation.
so pissed with the TAs the entire orientation too.
yeah, i'm sure they were pissed with us.
you tell me you're new, you don't know stuff, like we do?
all the hypocrisy.
actually, it doesn't matter already.
i'm looking at all these, knowing that talking about it like this isn't gonna make me feel betta, so i'll stop.
sorry that i messed up so much.
to those who are worried about me....you shld know i only take a day. ;)
i wanna step down with style, with my style. i will leave knowing that no one got the better of me. if i'm gonna do something, i'm gonna do it to the best of my abilities and i'm gonna be happy about it. i ain't gonna sit around and mope.
ciao.