YOU have turned my life UPSIDE DOWN and INSIDE OUT. :)

Voila~!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12

I will take it by force.

the entry you are looking for is the one below this one.
yesterday's entry.
i'm typing this in the council room now.

spoke to some people yesterday.
thank you (you know who you guys are).

for some strange reason, i was once again overcome with fear.
went to the corner of my room and started shaking.
woke up.
still shaking.
refuge, God of wonders...were playing on my comp.

i think i know why.
this has dug out one of my greatest fears.

you have to and will face it, liane.

just like how you looked all the J1s in the eye today.

yes, it's painful to watch everyone take part in something you planned.
everyone but you.
you sit here, in the council room.
you can't help.
can't do anything but give them moral support.

which is what they need.

so do it.

and do it properly.

you don't have time to sit here and shake in your fears. you can't afford to do that anymore. you gotta stand up, look your fears straight in the eye and move on. move.

confidence, liane.

don't let IT get in your way.

jiayan, it IS fair. not to anyone, but to me. don't refuse to see that i'm wrong just cuz i'm your darling. things will work out. i know i'm not there, i know khalisah wasn't there today, but kumar is. look to kumar. i think he rocks. like you said, don't allow your prejudices to get a hold of you. look forward, think straight, act accordingly. you can do it.

councillors, this one's for you.
don't keep things inside anymore. i think we all need to trash things out, properly. the TAs should know. we're not being fair to them. as they are to us, we may say. that's because there's no communication. no understanding. don't let our prejudices and pre-dispositions get in our way of working. give each other a chance. throw it all out. we're doing great, let's keep on moving. there's kumar!! and ms ee and ms yong!! and all the TAs!! and i'm still here, waiting in the council room!! let's stick together and work things out!!

keep the smile.

:)

loved by Jesus!

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