YOU have turned my life UPSIDE DOWN and INSIDE OUT. :)

Voila~!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12

I will take it by force.

and at the rate i'm going, i'm gonna emerge the big loser.

easiest way out is not to care.

steel fences and iron curtains.

(i can almost see dan smirking.)

its her last trump card;
the unexpected.

its like a game of poker.
no emotions involved.
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people are such interesting creatures.
no matter how strong one may seem, there's always a weak point.
and this weak point never fails to work up, absolutely at your whims.
if you can find the key, that is.

how often i have allowed people to hold that key.
knowing even.

even more amazing i never used mine.
maybe because i just found mine out.
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i'm not quite done yet.
i'll stay and play.

how cold.
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sounds like i'm rambling huh.
never mind, its not meant to be understood.

anyays, of things closer to the mind....
i'm pretty amazed at life as it is right now.
i mean, how can anyone spend an entire lifetime just studying and studying and STUDYING?? that's just disgusting. is that what your life is all about? studying? isn't anyone appalled at how degenerated our society has become? what, now life's merely a paperchase? so, without the relevant certificates (you know, those which prove your worth), you're not going to have 'that fantastic life i've always dreamed of?'

don't get me wrong. i'm no idealist. education is important. but it just shouldn't take up your whole existence! so what happens after the papers? a good job. then? 'i need to get that promotion.' then it just goes on. what? it's ridiculous. what's even more ridiculous is how people can stress out and commit suicide FOR THIS VERY REASON. oh my gosh.

look at us. so pathetic. we've even got to get weird american-accented young fathers to tell us how to handle stress. (stress CAN be handled! the key word is management!') wow. took a rocket scientist to figure that out. why stress? sheesh. it's not gonna make things better, really.

(don't mind the constant rambling.)

look at our teachers now. EVERY SINGLE ONE of them are b - i - t - c - h - i - n - g as if we killed their mothers. hey, who flicked your balls man. swinging from one pendulum to another. excuse me, we're not here for you to toss around and spit on.

we study dystopia. appalled at their lives, how oppresesed life there is.
what makes you think we aren't in one ourselves?
needing to conform (rules), education (so you won't be hung on the wall), stress (that senseless fear).
spells dystopia back to front.

disgusting.

pfft.

loved by Jesus!

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