i apologise for that, cuz i wrote that expecting that no matter how i sound when i express it, you guys know that i don't mean to sound that way.
i forgot we haven't really been spending time nor even speaking to each other.
i've deleted that entry.
i'm sorry i can't be there physically all the time. i didn't mean to sound the way i did. i'm not, in any way, trying to use you guys, or to try and make you guys sound childish or what. i appreciate that you guys are informing me about this. if i sounded condescending in any way, i'm sorry, it wasnt supposed to turn out as such.
i want to salvage our friendship. i just cannot afford to be there all the time. i'll always be around, just not physically. its almost impossible for me to dig out the time, cuz i'm packed each second of the day. i'm really sorry about this.
i don't know if you think i'm being sincere or not, that's really something i can't control. i can tell you i am, but if you don't feel that way, i guess i can only assure you that i am.