Voila~!
And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12
I will take it by force.
i've always neglected emotions. always been a cold-hearted piece of crap. even in the way i worked, i worked with a male's brain; get the work done, all the feely feely crap can come later.
it was only when i was in the conference room when i realised two things:
1. i'm not the only female who works this way
2. emotions are important.
gee. took a rocket scientist didn't it?
we're going to have a meeting later, so why am i blogging about it now?
i just want and need to keep track of my thought process before i blow up later. likelihood of that happening? 80%.
emotions are important. they are so important. cuz we work with emotional creatures too. ironically, this goes for me too.
if i wasn't emotional, i won't care if a certain someone hasn't spoken more than the words 'so when's the mutiny?' to me.
if i wasn't emotional, i wouldn't have felt so defensive.
if i wasn't emotional, i wouldn't care even if she leaves a thousand times over.
if i wasn't emotional, i wouldn't have felt such intense anger.
if i wasn't emotional, i wouldn't have tried.
in that room, i could see reason. oh yes, reason indeed.
actually, come to think of it, it wasn't entirely reason. it was more of reality. the reality that no matter what we say, it doesn't matter anymore. they win, we lose, that's the reality.
sigh.
i hope i get angry later. cuz i do want to say things i've never heard myself saying before.
this coming from someone who has always neglected emotions.
'i bid thee, farewell.'
it was good while it lasted. but too bad.
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