YOU have turned my life UPSIDE DOWN and INSIDE OUT. :)

Voila~!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12

I will take it by force.

Two days ago, I actually wrote a really long entry about freedom.
But I fell asleep on my comp and it never got uploaded.
Ohwells.

I feel a need to clear my mind of some of the noise it's been polluted with recently.
Forward march.

A bed full of roses to break your fall,
Tells a story of mine, though not as tall
As one often told by men who tease
Yet, on to the story, if you would please.

This was originally written for someone special.
Interesting that she, of all people, brought back my long-lost muse.
But I can't finish the poem.
I guess things have happened, too numerous to track, too tiring to recount.
I'm letting go of it now, maybe you'd like to finish it off for me.

I remember the balloons, the date is drawing near.

School started yesterday, I've never felt more depressed and despondent (actually I have, this is just to add to the effect) about my results. It didn't look good, after all the hard work I put in. Usually I'd head home for a nice long nap to forget all these, but I wanted to find strength in my Lord. And it was amazing.

I recall the last time He led me to Hebrews, the chapter titled "The just shall live by faith". Yesterday, He led me to that very same chapter. It was amazing, and filled me with tremendous faith once again. For without faith it is impossible to please God. God is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. If I can't even hang on these promises, I assure you, there's nothing else I could hang on to. I started playing the song titled "Free" on my comp and looked like a fool dancing around my room (don't let your imagination run wild). I was liberated in Christ! It was awesome, absolutely amazing.

Lord,
Many things seem impossible now,
For time has caught up with me.
I'm surrounded by disbelief and despondency,
Hopelessness and dejection.
But in You I draw strength,
To you I bring faith
And I know that the glory of the Risen Lord will fall on me.
Rejoice!
For in You nothing is impossible.
The chains of disbelief shall be broken,
The weight of desondency and hopelessness lifted;
And the pain of dejection soothed.
The confidence in myself has been slayed,
Now the only confidence left is Yours alone.
Father, be with me now,
And see me through this time of trial.
Remember me, O Lord,
Your humble servant.
Amen.

In faith, I see three As. :)

loved by Jesus!

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