1. safety net
2. bed
3. sponge
4. sanity
5. automatic stabiliser
safety net + bed + sponge + sanity + automatic stabiliser = best friend.
If that equation adds up correctly,
I think I've lost a best friend.
I can't tell you how sad I feel.
Yet, I know I've gained so much more.
I've gained a God that knows everything, can do everything, gives everything.
He is no fool who loses what he cannot keep, and gains what he cannot lose.
God gives exceedingly, abundantly and beyond all we can ask or receive.
I believe in that with all my heart.
I start my As tomorrow (yeah, so sue me), and so far the only reviews of the past few papers revolve around the words 'die', 'killer' and 'retake'.
I dread the papers.
Though I have no idea why I still feel so calm.
Whatever it is, I'm sick and tired of my own lack of faith and whatever emotions I've left in my system.
I will believe.
I will do well.
I WILL get my As.
Now, this is what I'm going to believe in till the end of the As.
(try not to speak to me after the papers..)