Voila~!



And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12







I will take it by force.

Why do I write?

I don't write for an audience, what you see here is not something that's meant for you (unless I say so, haha!), it's something that's meant for me.
Something that's part of me.
This is an extract of my everday thoughts and muses, penned down in a little box cuz I can't read my own handwriting.

Today's worship was awesome!
It was brimming with oil, the anointing of the Holy Spirit, and I could feel God right on top of me, and my fingertips were jus touching His.

Everyday we're faced with choices.
Is it gonna be sushi, or spaghetti?
Rice, or noodles?
Chicken, or pork or duck?
Chocolate ice-cream, or vanilla ice-cream?
Starbucks mocha frappe or caramel frappe?

And each day, the choices we have get narrower and narrower.
Making it seem as though there's really no difference.

Today, something interesting happened to me.
I was heading home (really early I may add) and I wanted to have a cheese sausage from Cavana at White Sands.
Then I wanted to eat portugese egg tart.
And then I remembered that there was crab, delicious, glorious crabs, waiting for me at home.
And I struggled.
I struggled and struggled and struggled to make a choice.
To quench and satisfy my immediate hunger?
Or to wait for the real stuff, to keep my appetite till then?

Funny.

Cuz those are the choices we make everyday.
Small, insignificant choices we believe will definitely not affect us in anyway.
But it really does say a lot about a person.

I used to be one who would satisfy my immediate hunger.
I want it now now now, and I only want that that that.

Today, I walked away from the cheese sausage and the portugese egg tart.

And I hope that tomorrow, two days later, next week, next month, I will walk away from something bigger.

It all begins with the small things.

Right relationships empower you.

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dee
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fei
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isabel best fren
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weiying
wei tze
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ying mei!
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Heart of God Church
City Harvest Church
Pastor Ulf Ekman
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