ISABEL TAN, I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.
It's so strange not seeing you around in church.
There's like this vacuum, you can't see it, but you can definitely feel it sucking your whole being away.
I cried for DAYS before and after you left, and you of all people know how rare that is for me.
There's no one else for me to make fun of (other than Peck).
There's no one for me to call in the middle of the night and whine to.
No one around to ask me to 'Wake up your idea!'
Who's gonna be there to be my eyes?!
Who's gonna stand there and laugh when I make fun of Peck?
Who am I gonna share my problems to?
Who's gonna be my right relationship?
This is entirely cruel.
I feel robbed.
D4 is growing so well, Darryl and Cindy are so amazingly awesome..
I wish you could be here to see it.
I wish you could be here to witness the happenings in church, to be a part of something so amazingly exciting..so many exciting things happening!
I wish I could tell you about how awesome the MJC side is...and how SMU is just gonna explode.
I wish you were around for me to yell to when Pastors send me a message to make me smile, or when I get discipled and need to reflect to you to.
Argh..
So many things..
You're my first best friend!
Gosh, I didn't think I'd miss you this much, but I do.
Please come back soon.