Help-less-ness.
1.unable to help oneself; weak or dependent
2.deprived of strength or power; powerless; incapacitated
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Help-less-ness.
Synonym:
1. Calculus
2. Economics
Times like these, you know satan is real, and you better believe that God's even more real.
I tell you.
I will look you in the eye and conquer you just like how I defeated econs.
You will not leave me feeling helpless.
Go eat grass.
Some stuff I found out in LTB (the class I dislike the most, along with Calculus) weren't too pleasant to the eyes.
I really don't like Mondays.
8.30 - 11.45am: LTB
3.30 - 6.45pm: Calculus.
Yucks.
Today was our last lesson, thank God.
Honestly, I don't understand how people can be so attached to LTB.
I think it's mostly because I only attended like, 7 out of 13 classes? Haha.
Seriously, to me, it's just another class in school.
I have learnt almost zero from this class, and I honestly think it's a waste of my time.
I really don't understand how people have been so emotional in this course, to the extent of making many mountains out of puny molehills too.
You thought so much into my words and actions, only to end up making yourself feel so emo and angry and miserable.
For what?
Ayee.
I'm really not a happy girl today.
I just read through all my entries from 2004 till now.
I think I've like, grown a lot.
HAHA!
Anyways, that's not the point.
I wanted a nice new blogskin so that I can finally post pictures!
And I will when I find out how to.
HAHA!
I need to find a job. I wish I could just work in church and stay happy, but I need the income. So advertisement here:
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Hee hee.
It's 5.20 in the morning.
I really should be sleeping.
You know something?
I'm gonna be a fighter.
This year alone, I fought 3 major demons, so there.
I'm gonna fight.
I really do love my Pastors.
It's amazing, fascinating, to watch them work.
They never scold people like the people in the world do.
They teach out of love.
You know by their words and by their actions.
Even after discipleship, they still laugh and joke with you to show you they still love you.
I love talking to them, fellowshipping with them.
My Pastors are just so amazing.
God-sent, God-given.
Oh man, Pastors rock my world!
Wow, that really woke me up, thinking about Pastors!
:)
D2 saw something amazing today, ask me and I'll tell you what.
So amazing.
Today, it finally occured to me that we are literally walking in miracles every single day.
So much so that we sometimes forget that we are.
Sometimes, I look around, and I see people coming into contact with Jesus for the very first time in their lives, and they cry and worship Him with all their hearts.
To us, it's normal.
For them, it's a miracle.
Wow.
I got so excited today!
I simply love going into every single person, one by one, impacting one life at a time.
It's one of the best feelings in the world!
I love it I love it I love it!
Woohoo!!
By the end of this year, I'm going to write a poem / story about Jesus, a good one, for the first time in my life.
Yes, the whole world thinks I can write really well, but that's not really true. Technically, I'm a critique, not a writer. I just criticise other people's work.
Heh.
December's coming up man!
We've got zone chalet, VBS, Christmas, Heart Awards!!
And not to mention, exams.
Bleah.
I love it man!
Gonna be so busy, then all geared up for the new year!
Awesome!
Oh speaking of which, I should really talk about SMU huh?
I realised that I haven't posted a single entry about SMU at all since I entered!
So here goes!
It's okay, like the whole new-ness of the place, the library rocks, and I love walking down the B1.
The food sucks though.
And it's super stressful in there.
Project after project after project.
Yucks.
I don't work that hard, it's not in me.
Haha.
But I love the fact that I can walk to church from school, and that I know so many church people in SMU!
Daniel Goh's great fun to bully, haha!
So anyways,
I'ma gonna go talk to my BEST FRIEND right now, seeya later!
Hope ya like the new skin..hee hee.