Voila~!



And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
- Matthew 11:12







I will take it by force.

I hate having to second-guess people.

When I meet people and have a relationship with them, I want to know them inside out.
I want to be able to ask them upfront what they're thinking about, how they feel about things, ya know?
I guess I just don't like not knowing.
And it's so tiring to keep things from each other.

I never have to second-guess Bel, or Gab, or Esmonde or any of my closest friends.
I never have to second-guess Fee.
I definitely never have to second-guess Pastors.

You may not tell me how you feel all the time.
Well maybe cuz of what happened, you can't.
But trust me, I do know what you're thinking most of the time.
By virtue of second-guessing.
And I don't like it one bit.

I bet you second-guess me all the time.

Scary how we're always right.

Another thought.
If you have to second-guess the person you're gonna spend the rest of your life with,
it's going to be one miserable existence.
Especially friends.

Let's be upfront with each other alright?

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